• ///smallsadness//2026.10.03

    It makes me extremely sad that I am excited to talk to the person I’m in love with, but it doesn’t seem like they feel the same way. I wait and drop everything I’m doing to spend time with them. I give them my undivided attention and it seems like they just rather be alone.…

  • ///2903.20260930

    What’s a moment in your life that made you feel truly alive? During the pandemic, I would drive to Mendicino to see my friend from Battlefield. Before I got to his place, there was a little turn out to a park or trail that was basically a sea cliff. I sat there with my legs…

  • ///2902.20260925

    The genie grants you a wish. What is it? Give me the opportunity to have my own children. You don’t have to fix my health or body, but give me a better chance at potentially conceiving my own children. I’ve gotten to a point in my life that I know I would be open to…

  • ///updates//2026.09.25

    ///updates//2026.06.26It’s been a month and many things have changed. From my ex breaking up with me and losing a somewhat stable living situation, to now, having a potential career that I am happy and satisfied with, a room I’m renting in an amazing location, and finally, finding myself happy because of an otome game. It’s…

  • ///Honesty//2026.05.07

    Why is it that I get so frustrated when someone does not understand me? I have tried numerous times in the past to explain who I am, but I always knew that the only way to understand me is through consistency and time. I guess I am impatient and I want to build that bridge…

  • ///1605.20260520

    What is something that you have a hard time being honest about, even to those you trust the most? Why? I am not honest with myself or with others, when I am actively hurting. It really makes sense that my choice of pet are rabbits, since they are silent and don’t make obvious signs when…

  • ///Beginnings//0000.00.00

    Hello Carmina,This is a promise to you. For a life that you always dreamt about and to live as truly you. Tita Enchang said, “You need to fly. You cannot stay locked in a cage.” Comfort was left behind and despite every roadblock tempting you to retreat back into the familiar, you are going forth…

  • ///2216.20260518

    Looking up. That’s the simple pleasure that brings me joy in my life. Isn’t there a saying that goes like, “You have your head in the clouds”? Well, I am far too short to have my head in the clouds, but I do enjoy observing things that are above my usual line of sight. It…